That is the title to a post I was writing in reference to my hairstyle in Manplay-17, but I can't figure out how to embed the video here so fuck it. Hey guys guess what I am having special feelers for someone and right now it's at the point I feel I need to tranquilize myself a little bit just to stand it!!!
That's not really what I'm here to talk about. I have decided to grow some balls and accept things might be discussed in a bad way but in the end I have to stay true to myself, my character and my self-expression.
I want to be a bad-ass in love.
The inclination is already there.
If there is reciprocation by another bad-ass, even better.
I was talking to a friend about doing an anonymous cum-dump type of scene, and I said it was not my cup of tea, but I could imagine doing it if I had a lover that was really into it and got turned on by whoring my hole out indiscriminately... which I immediately said was weird. My friend asked why it was weird to want someone to look out for you. I couldn't come up with a good answer.