09 July 2010

PORN ST☆R

It's really funny, right, how I feel it's OK to get buttfucked in front of you guys but it's not OK to talk about other things?  Like I'm a role model or something.

So I didn't write anything for a bit.

Now I'm a porn st☆r again.

I should start writing more.  Posting pictures.  Sexy.

I have sex all the time now, sheesh!  It's hot too.  SUPER HOT.  I should be sharing it with people.

I received a text from my sister the other day that she reads THIS VERY blog, which freaked me out. 

The things I post here, sometimes I re-read them, and I myself am shocked by the brutal honesty. 

To think, this is only a tiny fraction of my good behavior.

I am so fortunate to have family that loves me no matter what. 

But at the same time, I don't want to hear about what anyone's business in the bedroom.  I don't talk about my sex life, at least I don't elaborate on it as much as I do here.  Then again, I am not forcing anyone to listen or read.

It has become very clear to me what I have been doing for years.  I have been trying to whittle down the number, and intensity, of people that depend on me for anything.  Cutting my ties, obligations.  I received a text just a few minutes ago from a friend, that I should consider myself family now.  I started to text back, "Don't be surprised when I don't see you or talk to you for weeks, months, or years at a time now!"

Then I decided not to write back.

4 comments:

Unknown said...

I've always thought there were 2 Corys..one si the actor who gives us pleasure and fantasy through his work..the other is Cory the guy who offers his often funny insights through this blog....
Together they make up an interesting person who allows us to be a part of his life from time to time....an honour that I appreciate!!
Write what you are comfortable with...we are just hapy to be along for the journey!! Or the ride!!

Geoff said...

Cory, what I love about your blog is looking at your nice cock, your hot ass, and your smiling or snarling face. You're fun to look at.

gwm4u2top@yahoo.com said...

I understand about wanting to be, needing to be, trying to be, independent, self-sufficient, and the power of being the "mysterious/aloof" drifter. And if that makes you happy, all the power to you. However, it seems to me that it's not. Of course what do I know? I have no idea of who you are. That being said, I do know that humans are (anthropologically speaking) social creatures. They (typically) do best, and prefer to be, in some sort of a structured social environment. Maybe you've substituted family (biological/otherwise) with the porn community, or the Poz community, or the leather community. Sorry to say, I don't know. However, I do wish I'd known you were in SF last week... I'd have set up an appointment with you.

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